Sunday, March 24, 2019

Free Response Question 3

Thesis Statement: The exploration of the unknown leads to disappointment, excitement, and desiring experience.


The unknown is something that is unexpected that could lead you into excitement and disappointment experience like planning something with your friends. Planning the weekend with your friends can be excited but yet difficult to cope with because everything doesn't go as planned as you want them to go. You and your friends could be planning on going to the movies for the weekend which is exciting because you get to spend time with your friends but then they call and tell you that they aren't able to make it which is disappointing because they told you last minute and your not able to spend quality time with your friends. That excitement and disappointment experience is difficult to cope with because of you not spending time with your friends, it could have been you not seeing them for years or it could have been from you not wanting to stay home for the weekend. The unknown leads to desiring experience like applying for a job. Applying for a job is a hard task because it takes time and it would have you worrying if you got the job or not. Getting the job that want is thrilling until they tell you that you didn't get the job which is terrifying because you thought that you was qualified for the job. That desiring experience is difficult to cope with because it was a job that you really was happy about and you was hoping that you could get the job, but they tell you that you aren't qualified for the job which is shocking to you. The unknown leads to countless things because anything could happen, the unknown has allowed numerous feelings towards us humans which is very valuable.

Monday, March 18, 2019

Argumentative Paragraph

Meal time is important because it gives you the opportunity to spend time with your family. Meal time can get you closer to your family, A family can sit down and a parent could asked them how their day was and they could tell them about everything that happened on that day. It could have been a good day or a bad day, talking to your family during meal time can help you because they can give you good advice and help you out with your problems. My mom would always cheer me up when ever I had a bad day and during our meal time she would give me good advice that would help me out with everything and when I had a good day, I would tell my family every little detail that happened on that day. During meal time, people tend to get on their technology which distracts them from not having quality time with their family. It’s disrespectful to get on your cell phone while eating with your family because it would make them feel as if you don’t want to spend time with them and have a descent meal with them. When I go to my daddy house, my step mom would tell us to leave out technology in our rooms because she knows that it would distract us from having family time. Having meal time with your family is the best thing that could happen to anyone, you should always cherish having meal time with your family because meal time is the best way to communicate with your family and to get closer with your family.

Monday, March 11, 2019

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 29 Chapter 31


Chapter 31


Grant told the kids that they had to stay on their knees until he told them to get up, he couldn't stop thinking about what was going on with Jefferson, he then begin to questioned himself into why he's not with him and why did he make Jefferson feel as if God isn't real and that he said that he should listen to Reverend Ambrose because he is a smart man ans that he knows everything about God. Grant then told the kids that they can get up and that they need to come back no late then twelve o'clock, after they left, he begin to questioned himself again wondering what is going on with Jefferson at that moment. The kids came back no later then twelve and Grant told them to get back on their knees, one of the students asked him if they should pray and Grant said yes, Grant left the church so that he could walk until he lose memory if everything. Grant still begin to questioned him self about what Jefferson was doing and at that time it was twelve o'clock. Grant sat a a bus stop that is in front of Pichot's house, Grant refused to look at his watch because he knew that it would upset him knowing that Jefferson was going to die or probably been dead at that time. While Grant was walking back to the church he was looking at her house to, he was thinking if she knew that it was over. As Grant was close to walking in the church, he see a car driving slow which was Paul, when he got out , he was telling Grant how Jefferson was being the strongest man there. He told him that he was shacking a little but he was still the strongest man there, Paul asked Jefferson what else did he wanted to say before he was going to be deceased, and he said that tell is nanan that he was walking straight, which he did. Paul told Grant that he is a good teacher and Grant denied that statement because he thinks that Jefferson did it on his own, but it was actually Grant that got him through everything. Paul told Grant that he would like to be his friend and that he would be there anytime Grant needed him, Grant said thanks and he went back to the church, when he went in the students raised from being on their knees for the longest, Grant walked to his desk and begin to cry.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 28 Chapter 30


Chapter 30


On the day before the execution for Jefferson, everybody seen an truck that terrified them, so they stayed at there courthouse just to see who it was and why they were at the courthouse and what did they have in the back of the truck. Tante Lou didn't go home that night, she went to Miss Emma's house, Reverend Ambrose went to her house and left midnight because he had to wake up early because he was one of the witnesses for Jefferson. Reverend Ambrose could.t go to sleep even when he tried too, he prayed before he ate his food that his wife made for him, he then picks the bible verse that he will be saying at Jefferson's execution day. Grant was at the bar with Vivian. she didn't drink all the liquor that she ad, she told Grant that she will be going to church and she git the kids praying for Jefferson while they are at school. Grant left the Rainbow club but he didn't want to go home so he went to another bar, he then bought more liquor, thinking that it would make him go to sleep, but he couldn't because he couldn't get the execution out of his mind. The sheriff was eating breakfast talking to his wife, he was telling her that he wish that this wasn't happening but he have to do what he have to do. He was happy that Mr. Grope family let him t decide what to do and that he was nervous because this was his first time doing an execution. As the truck passed by people shops, they seen two men getting out the truck and they removed the trampoline cover, and they seen the chair for Jefferson's execution. The sheriff and the other men turned on the wireds to see if they worked perfectly. Everyone could hear them turning on the wires, they said that they wished that it was happening somewhere else. The sheriff was talking to the executioner and he was told that he had to shave Jefferson everywhere because it they aren't trying to torture him. Paul and Claude went to Murphy's cell block because the sheriff told them that Murphy had to do it, when they made it to Jefferson's cell block, they could see that he wasn't sleeping by the redness in his eyes. The deputies asked him if he was alright, he aid had respond and told them that he is good, that's when they told him that he had to be shaved. which he obeyed them because he knew that it had to happened, when Murphy was finished, Jefferson said that he could have the radio, Paul said that he couldn't take that, so Jefferson asked if he could take the marbles and he said yes. When Paul was leaving, Jefferson asked if he would be there at the execution and Paul told him yes.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 27 Chapter 29


Chapter 29


Jefferson wrote in the notebook that Grant bought, he was talking about. Her talked about how he had dream about the chair and how he was scared to go back to sleep. He talked about how Miss Emma didn't teach him how to spell because she didn't know how to herself, she had people write her letters and read her mail to her. He talked about how Reverend Ambrose talked to him about God and how he doesn't believe in heaven it hell, and Miss Emma forced him to talk to Reverend Ambrose about heaven because he doesn't believe that there isn't one at all. He talks about why poor people suffer more then the rich people, he talks about the other prisoners. He talks about how he heard sheriff and Morgan's bet on Jefferson, he talks about the sun, birds, and everything else that 's outside. Jefferson didn't know how to write , but he knew what he was talking about throughout his diary, Jefferson only expressed himself while he was writing, which was why Grant was so surprised when he first seen the notebook.

Monday, March 4, 2019

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 26 Chapter 28


Chapter 28


When Grant went to visit Jefferson, he seen that the notebook was on the floor by the radio that he bought him, he asked if he could open it and he said that it was okay. Jefferson filled up the three quarters of the notebook, he wrote about having dreams about dying and about the difference between a men and a hog. Grant asked Jefferson abut the visit between him and Reverend Ambrose, he said that he just told him to pray, but he doesn't because he doesn't believe in that stuff and that he doesn't know is heaven is real. Jefferson asked Grant if h believed in heaven, Grant told him that he doesn't and the reason is because that he is lost, Grant then tells Jefferson that he needs to believe in something for the sake of Miss Emma. Reverend Ambrose told Jefferson that he doesn't have any possessions, which confused him because he gave a few away, Grant told him even if you don't have any possessions, he still has love to give. Jefferson asked Grant if he believed in God and he said yes, Jefferson says that he want to die word less just like Christ did. Jefferson moved in his life by grinning and working every day. When Grant lowered his head, Jefferson insist him to look at him and he did, Jefferson stood tall and not as limping as he usually do.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 25 Chapter 27


Chapter 27


Reverend Ambrose talked Grant about Jefferson, he says that he needs to teach Jefferson about God. Grant tells Reverend Ambrose that he couldn't teach about God because he could only teach reading, writing, and arithmetic. Reverend Ambrose can only teach him God because he only one that can because he is the Reverend and that he knows everything about God and heaven. Reverend Ambrose that he isn't educated because he doesn't understand people, and that his aunt always struggled when he was in university, she always lied and said that she was alright so that it wouldn't inner fear with his feelings. Grant said that he's not going to lie to Jefferson about the Bible and about heaven, Reverend Ambrose said that he need to because he won't listen to nobody else but him.

Sunday, March 3, 2019

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 24 Chapter 26


Chapter 26


When Grant woke up, he was laying in Vivian's bed, he then asked what happened and she told him, she told him that he is going to spend a night because he needs to recover before he goes home. He didn't want to because of her husband and that it could take the kids away from her, she said that she was already in trouble when Mr. Gusta called Vivian from the school and took her to the Rainbow club. He still didn't think it was a good idea, Vivian didn't care at this point so she just asked if he was hungry and that she would be in the kitchen fixing them some food. Grant went in the kitchen to cheer up, she didn't say anything, he continued to asked her if she was mad, she said no she was just disgusted. Vivian told Grant that her husband wanted to see the kids every weekend, he said that he just wanted ti mess up their relationship, they went on and on until Grant said that she wasn't acting herself, she asked him who she was and what was love besides have sexual intercourse with each other, Grant got mad so he just said forget everything that they even talked about and that he left the house. Grant didn't want o go anywhere because it was too dark, he went back to Vivian's house and laid his head on her lap.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 23 Chapter 25


Chapter 25


After the visit with Jefferson, Grant went to the Rainbow club so that he could have a talk with Vivian. When he waited for Vivian, he hear this two mulatto bricklayer men talking about something, Grant didn't know at first because he knew that he was at the wrong place at the wrong time, Grant continues to listen. He heard one of them said nigger and that they couldn't wait for everything to be over with. He then hears one of them say that he should have been executed a long time ago, he then realizes that they were talking about Jefferson, which made Grant angry, he tried to keep his cool but he couldn't, so he told one of the men to shut up. He ends up fighting with the tall bricklayer men, Claiborne had the fat one. Claiborne hit Grant in the head, Grant begins to hear somebody voice, at first he didn't know who it was until he seen her, it was Vivian, she asked him if he was okay, he said yea and then Claiborne told them to leave before the law comes, and they left.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 22 Chapter 24


Chapter 24

Miss Emma wanted everyone to come with her to visit Jefferson, before Grant went to the cell. he went to the store to buy Jefferson an notebook and pencil like he promised that he was going to do. Miss Emma, Tante Lou, and Reverend Ambrose made it before Grant, which Miss Emma was mad because she didn't want to wait, but if Grant didn't get the notebook for Jefferson, he would have been there first. When they went in, there was somebody else to take them to the day room, not Paul, the deputy brought them to the day room with out saying anything. Miss Emma had brought gumbo for everybody to eat, when Miss Emma fixed every ones food, she asked Jefferson if he was hungry , and he said no, which made her upset and Grant knew that he couldn't look at her cause it would have given him an effect on it. Grant then asked Jefferson did he wanted to walk, Jefferson got up and they begin to talk about things. Grant was telling Jefferson that he should treat Miss Emma more as if she is his friend because people would do anything fr their friend, especially if they love them. Grant was telling Jefferson that he is a true hero and that he have to show these people that he is a man and not an wild animal. He told Jefferson that he can't defeat anyone and the only person that could do that is Jefferson because he know what is right, he tells him that he needs him more than Jefferson needs him, Jefferson begins to cry, and so do Grant.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 21 Chapter 23



Chapter 23

Miss Emma, Reverend Ambrose, amd Tante Lou went to visit Jefferson, he didn't talk to them because of the radio Grant gave him. Tante Lou blamed Grant because of getting Jefferson the radio, they said it is sinful and that isn't not good for him to be listening to that type of music. Grant get so angry about the situation because all he was trying to do was help them out by letting him open more with him and Miss Emma. When Grant went back to visit Jefferson, he begins to open more to Grant, which Grant is very excited about. Grant then refuses to take the radio away from him because its really helping Jefferson into opening more, which made Tante Lou and Miss Emma mad because Grant didn't listen to them. When Grant went back to the cell, he gave Jefferson a bag of nuts that the class gathered for him. Grant asked Jefferson ti meet with Miss Emma at the day room, Jefferson said that he would. Grant the told Jefferson that he would buy him a notebook so that he could write about what he was thinking or what he was feeling, Jefferson agreed with the decision. Before Grant left , Jefferson wanted him to tell the kids that he appreciates the nuts that they gathered for him, Grant feels as if he finally did something for Jefferson, he then gave Jefferson an hand shake.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 20 Chapter 22


Chapter 22


Grant came to visit Jefferson again, it was actually good this time, he asked for a whole gallon of ice cream, which made him smile excitedly. Grant told him about everything that been happening in town, he told him about a man name Gable, which made Jefferson upset again because he was suppose to go hunting the day he was at the crime scene. Grant then told him about a radio station, which made Jefferson happy again because Grant said that he was going to buy him an radio so that he could listen to music. He didn't believe him, so Grant wanted to leave early but he couldn't so he waited util the deputy came and got him. Paul asked if everything was okay and Grant said that it was better then ever. Grant didn't even go home, he went to the Rainbow to borrow money from Vivian and the people from the bar. Grant then asked went to the other side if the bar and seen Thelma, she asked him if he wanted some food and he said no, she even told him that she had some beef steak, he said he still wasn't hungry. She asked him how much did she need while she was fixing his food, she asked how much did he need ans he said ten bucks because the radio is twenty. Grant went t the store to buy the radio, the lady was being rude because Grant wanted an new one that had been in a box. Grant went back to the cell to hive Jefferson the radio, the sheriff told him that he should have asked before he bought anything, the sheriff asked how it was going and Grant asked it was good, Grant went back to the Rainbow, hoping that Vivian was there.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 19 Chapter 21


Chapter 21


Grant made it to Miss Emma house, he seen two cars in her yard, he didn't want to go in but he knew that he owed some respect to her since her godson is going to die soon. A couple minutes later, he goes to his aunt's house, he then see's Vivian, she came to visit him and Miss Emma to see how she is doing. Vivian didn't know if it was okay yo visit Miss Emma, Grant said that it was but if it wasn't then his aunt would have to understand be cause he loves her so dearly. When Vivian went to Miss Emma, she whisper something ti her ear, which made Miss Emma happy. After there visit to Miss Emma, they went to the Rainbow, they begin to drink brandy, which had Grant telling Vivian why his aunt and Miss Emma asked so much of him, and that Miss Emma want to take his pride. Vivian didn't understand what he was saying so he had to explain how black men has failed to take care of their women. Grant continued, he said that the people that even try to succeed, it would break them because of what happened to the people that also tried to do what was best for their family. He said that Miss Emma and Tante Lou continues to mess with him about helping Jefferson because they know that he is different from the rest of the men. He said that they don't understand how much this is bringing him down because they always force him to do something that he doesn't want to do. Vivian asked him how can they break this situation, Grant says that it is up to Jefferson if he wants to change or not.

My Weekend

My Weekend was good I talked to my cousin, I facetime my brother and sister, and i talked to my mom. I took a lot of naps like i always do, i really just did the usual.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 18 Chapter 20


Chapter 20

All the kids were outside playing and this man came in as Grant was working on his papers, the man didn't say much but Grant knew what he was trying to say, they set the date for Jefferson's execution. Grant had to go up to Pichot's house to talk to him and the sheriff, when he made it there he seen Reverend Ambrose's car. When Inez opened the door for him, she asked if he wanted coffee and he said no, Reverend Ambrose asked him how was everything going, Grant said everything was good. Inez came back and told Grant that the sheriff wold be coming within fifteen to twenty minutes, which had Grant questioning because they did him like this last time. The sheriff came fifteen minutes later, Pichot and the sheriff wanted them to come to the fronts , which was strange because Grant or Reverend Ambrose never went anywhere besides the kitchen, Grant wanted Reverend Ambrose to go first but he precede that Grant should go first. They schedule that execution to April the eighth and they git Miss Emma a doctor because they know that she haven't been feeling well about the execution and she would feel even worst when she finds out that its has to be before or after Easter. Grant couldn't get the execution date out of his mind, he just couldn't get how they could just come up with a date and time for somebody to die. When they left, Reverend Ambrose asked if he drive, Grant said no and that he walked, he said that he need a time fir himself because he just cant go home right away and tell Miss Emma about the execution so he just walked a couple of miles. Grant wished that it was nobody with him but Vivian, and that they could walk with each other forever.

Saturday, March 2, 2019

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 17 Chapter 19


Chapter 19
 
The Christmas program had begun and everybody was coming early because of the storm. Grant was getting the children together to perform for the Christmas program, they had sheets as curtains, three were white and one was light grey, which was embarrassing because it cam from Miss Rita always bring a grey sheet. As the kids were getting ready, Grant looked to see who was here, he seen Moss Rita and her grand son Bok, who took third of the bench. They raised money for Jefferson so that he could get clothes. Reverend Ambrose gave an introductory prayer. As the children sing the Christmas songs, it begin to touch everyone emotions, it made Grant depressed because hey did the same routine over and over again, which had him thinking if his town would do something new besides doing the same thing. A child then gave Grant some food, looking at the gifts that was given to Jefferson.

A Lesson Before Dying

Day 16 Chapter 18


Chapter 18

The sheriff came to Jefferson's cell and asked him did he wanted his visitors to visit him at the day room for now on and he said if that's what they want because he is going to die anyway. Miss Emma, Tante Lou, and Reverend Ambrose came to visit Jefferson again, Miss Emma had everything prepared, the food, the table was straighten up and everything for Jefferson so he can feel as if he is at home. When Jefferson came, he was chained up so that he couldn't go anywhere if he tried to, he wasn't saying anything like he always do. Miss Emma asked him if he was hungry , he didn't say anything, he just put his head down and put his hands on his knees. She proceed to asked him if he wanted to eat, she even offered to feed him the food and he still didn't say anything. Jefferson did the same thing with Grant when he came to visit. Jefferson had lost some weight and Grant could see it, which why he continued to tell him to eat. Jefferson wanted to know what he wanted, Grant just wanted to talk and asked him what he wanted to talk about which was the chair, that was the only thing he had his mind on. Jefferson asked Grant questioned about God, Grant then asked him did he knew what moral meant and what obligation meant, he didn't say nothing, Grant continued, he said that we all owe something to someone, Jefferson owe he godmother something, he owed her respected and love. He needed to make his godmother know that he still loves her. Jefferson thinks that they are going to kill him around Christmas time, which Grant told him that nobody is going to die on Christmas. He then asked Jefferson did he wanted to leave, he said it doesn't matter, Grant wanted to leave but he couldn't because the sheriff would have known that something went wrong. Grant went to see Vivian, they went to Rainbow and talked, he then says that he wold stop all she have to do is say the word, she said no because they would hate each other,  he said that nothing can't be done, which Vivian said that something would happened soon.